Be Blessed

Sooo...this week has not been going so well for me. It's been really busy and hectic. I was in two performances back to back this weekend. C.S.O.'s Fashion Show on Friday and the Stony Brook's Gospel Choir's concert on Saturday. Then I just found out that I'm a whore-slut-bag-skeet-skeet on campus. Sooo that's just great and I'm really excited about that!!!

I can't deal with this right now...finals are coming up and I need to focus on that...not on who is talking about me.

I think what's hurts more than the accusations is that the girl who I found it out from knew from last semester and never said anything...and when she does bring it up...it was on a day that I was not at work to defend myself. I think that's crazy because she has my number...my screename...we work together. So I don't understand why she couldn't tell me herself...without a million people being around...a whole semester later.

I really want to transfer from this school...I never even wanted to come here from the beginning...so this puts the icing on the cake...but even if I did want to transfer where would I go...I definetely do not want to live at home. So as much as I am broken, hurt and wounded right now I just have to move on. I know who all of my friends are.

I titled this post BE BLESSED...because of Yolanda Adams' song. The chorus goes "Be blessed/Don't live life in distress/ Just let go/ Let God/ He'll work it out for you/ I pray/ that your soul will blessed/ Forever in his Hands/ For you deserve His best/ No less"
I am going to continue listening to that song and lean on God because you can't depend on anyone but Him.

Be Blessed - Yolanda Adams